Something's missing...

Oh Yeah - My Teeth!!

I got my wisdom teeth pulled out today. you know, it wasn't that bad - the actual pulling them out of my head - the worse part was actually getting the shot that would make me not feel any pain. That hurt a lot. "A lot" is 2 words, not one. Other than that, the worst of it was the cracking noise.

I was shaking terribly though, and I think that i permanently stained the pits of my favorite white shirt b/c i was sweating so bad. (it says "bean town lover" on it, an unbirthday present from Jillie). The doctor kept having to remind me to breath, anyone could tell I was nervous.

In the end it was kinda sad to look over at the tray and just see my teeth sitting there, all sad, seperated, alone, (and bloodied). I wonder what they're going to do with them? Maybe they use them to make some one elses dentures? I should have put a tracking device on one of them. It might end up in some dumpster in Brazil. At least my tooth will get to see the world.

Johnny's here to baby and take care of me too! I'm kinda milking it- he's out running errands for me at the moment. :p He's been marvelous in all this though- It's amazing that he still wants to even look at me, no less kiss me- despite the fact that my face looks like I was a recent victim of a stroke. I just wish he'd stop trying to get me to talk to him, my mouth is stuffed with gauze, i look like a chipmunk, and it's difficult to keep myself from drooling as it is without having to open my mouth.

So yeah, not that bad, hardly painful, and once Johnny get's back with my prescription of Vicodin, well, I bet everything will be alright.

It's been a while since I've written anything - but things are happening and so what better time to up-date than now.

First thing happening: My grandma is here! That's always been fun in the past - i think that some of my family might be waiting for a fun up-date with her as the topic - unfortunately, nothing really all that great has happened except we had all just gotten a cold when she came and now she has a terrible cough too! "Let's get grandma sick!" Oh JOY!!! - naturally, we feel awful.
My mom told me to make my grandma something to help relax her before bed - and though grandma seemed willing when i suggested a shot of brandy my mom decided that Tea might be a better choice. Buzz Kill.

Second thing happening: Johnny comes for a week long visit tomorrow! And those of you who are familiar with know how awfully fond of him I am. I have been working all summer on making a list of fun things to do when he gets here. They're saved in the drafts of my cell phone. However, there's just one that that's going to get in the way of our super fun week - which leads to ...

Happening #3: I'M GETTING MY WISDOM TEETH PULLED OUT!!! Ecstasy! This coming Tuesday. The best part is that they've decided to keep me awake and conscious for the whole tortuous process -the excitement is just whelming inside me. I'm tempted to borrow my brother's iphone and attempt to keep a live, running blog of the whole thing. Perhaps that will minimize the agony. I hated getting just a part of my mouth numbed when i got a filling last month - i'm imagining that a whole numbed mouth will have me in a pretty pissy attitude. There is one saving grace from all this wich is...

Happenin' thing #4: I went out late last night to the local Meijer to by Coraline; in 3D!! It came with 4, count 'em, 4 3D glasses! That's what I plan on doing while waiting for the feeling to come back in my face.

So, as you can see - many things happening...at least 4 anyways. I'll try to stay up-dated, hopefully they'll be something to tell.

all gone

So Johnny left today - and Aaron too, but mostly Johnny. and I was fine until I was on the way back from the movie. I went and saw UP and so of course I'm feeling all sentimental and what not - and suddenly I get that really heavy but empty longing feeling in the pit of my stomach and couldn't wait until I got home so I could go up to my room and cry.

I live a spoiled life, and i hate not being able to have what I want and so it really sucks that Johnny isn't here - and that when he was here it wasn't like it normally is when he comes - we had to share a lot of attention with other people.

Like, i said, I was fine when he left - I usually cry for a while after he leaves, but it didn't happen this time - i just kinda- moved on with my day - so in a way, I'm almost relieved that I'm miserable now- and that's why humans are strange.


In other news - my new goal is to obtain a job a Teavana!

Indian Land

Today was alright - You'd think i'd be happier with Johnny here - it's just been a little out of pace with Aaron and Danny here too I guess - we normally have time to ourselves throughout the day, not the case this time.

We went to Indian Town today and I FINALLY got some Indian food - still wasn't as good as Johnny's moms - but I felt really insecure. Johnny took me into a store expecting me to all excited about the clothes in there - but instead I just got really nervous - I just wasn't sure how to act. I felt a little our of place - or more between the two places.

On a top note - I got to talk to Jillie today - and then make chocolate shakes while watching "The Gods Must Be Crazy 2." However, I quickly discovered that I was feeling overly sensitive and easily brought to tears when my dad pointed out a mistake I had made with the bank and then proceeded to get frustrated with me - rightfully so. So, I lost it after he went to bed and cried in the bathroom - FOR ONCE, I'd like Johnny to be able to come visit me without having to leave with a shirt shoulder full of boogers, tears, and mascara --> Part of me thinks he likes it though, not the booger part, but getting to be the one who holds me when I cry. I should write him a song about it - because no one else has ever thought to put that in a song before. ever.

ok... i'm going to bed now. If I was with you, I would like to first exchange forget-me-nots. but, such as life.

~night

She's Back!

So guess what! I remembered I have a blog. So many cool things happened, most of them in the last week- that I want to tell you about, but I''m lazy and don't feel like typing them out. So tough - you should have been there.

Anyways - fyi - i'm planning on being back on this thing now.

For today's update I just wanted to point out 2 things about my last post - 1.) I sound really materialistic, and 2.) I was just noticing, and finding it humorous that the dresses at Victoria's Secret are more modest than any i've seen elsewhere so far...that we're ugly. The End.

OH! One last thing, I bought this awesome ceramic-ish three planty-pot set from 10,000 Villages today. It's super cool and I ihave no idea what I want to plant in them yet. Any suggestions?

Money - that's what I want

I've lost it. I've come to find that shopping is the equivalent of on-line porn for me. I get on a site for Forever 21 or Charlotte Russe- and I just. can't. stop. I have to look at every dress on the page. Same with rings. One day, I spent hours looking at diamond rings on-line. I really do think that i have a problem.

However, I might as well show you what I found. Today's selection comes from none other than Victoria's Secret. (Do your best to ignore the mass amounts of cleavage and annoying, posed faces...and I don't think I'd be able to be on the beach as much either. haha


I think that this one is my favorite.

I'd also have to get a hat to go with this one.


I thought that this one would be nice for like, a summer evening or something. Don't worry, it comes in different colors - otherwise I don't think that I'd like it.

I've been noticing that a lot of these models look like movie//tv stars. The first one looked like Kiera Knightly. This one kind of looks like Courtney Cox.
umm... I wonder if she's happy or in pain?


You know - just in case i'm picking flowers in Venice.I kinda liked the colors on this one...but I don't think I have the boobs to be able to fill it out.


I'd have to be careful with this one, or I'll end up looking like a dumb, dazed Phelicity.

It's only a matter of time before the shark gets her. But at least she has cute buttons on her dress!

So yeah, that was my collection for the day. I'm not even going to tell you the prices for most of these dresses. At least I can say that they were under $100! There were actually a few more that I liked, but I really just felt embarrased for the girls in the pictures, so i decided not to post them.... Ok. that's enough for today. i should try and get SOME homework done before work.

Tootles!

Act II: Donielle attempts to re-instate her will to blog.

In the spirit of the coming Spring, I've decided to maybe try and blog again. Most of it will be menial stuff like :today i did this, and then Christina was all like, NAH, and so I was all like NEH, and then Jillie was like NU-AH. But for Spanish class I have to look up information again sexual images in movies, so maybe that can be my wholesome-doing-good-for-the-world contribution to the blog.

Jillie and I are going to go make soup b/c I had a dream about soup last night. SO we have to go to the grocery store to get vegetables, and then we're going to go out for lunch. I HOPE WE GO TO NOODLES AND COMPANY!!!

In the spirit of spending money - look what I want:


My mom said that it was too mauve - but that doesn't make since to me. It's under $30 dollars too, which to me has be a reasonable price lately.
Ok. off to the store, the grocery store.