Another point for Doni

Another boy told me I looked nice today. Score one for me.

Other than that, I'm feeling kind of abandoned... and cold - (but that's mostly because people keep opening the door and letting cold air in.) I always forget how sensitive I am.

I'm not ready for Spring Semester to start...

Since you been gone... *another Dear Jillie,*

Clever title, eh? I bet it would make a really good song.

Dear Jillie,

This are the things I have to say that pertain to "since you been gone." You might already know some of these.

1. I read your blog 98% more than I used to.
2. Johnny and I got into a relationship defining fight.
3. I hurt my arm holding up Johnny when we finally went ice-skating. It was his first time.
4. I have been on my computer twice as much as you ever were when you were here.
5. I learned how to play Winter Song on my gee-tar.
6. I spend Saturdays in your room watching made for T.V. movies - by the way, I saw Another Cinderella Story yesterday, maybe it was because I was alone, but i didn't think it was as good as you made it out to be.
7. Totally jealous of your new blog look - you'll have to show me how you did that.
8. I use the interjection "Dude" tons more than any normal societal person should.
9. Despite my shut-in Saturdays, I have become more extroverted.
10. Christina has gotten upset with me for not living with her, only to tell me that she'll probably live with her suite mates in a house.
11. I meet a new person every day.
12. I got Johnny to decide to spend $70 on me for an outfit that he helped me pick out at express. I'M FINALLY GETTING A PENCIL SKIRT!!
13. Old Navy went out of business.
14. I grew up... sorta.
15. I discovered that Ingrid Michaelson has two other albums out, one which just came out in October.
16. I met Cloud and he told Johnny that I'm gorgeous. I met him through Scott, who thinks I'm cute. (I hope no one has to sit behind me in the movies because my head may be to big to see over. haha)
17. I get twice as nervous around boys than I used to...one in particular.

And that's a good portion of that.

And now a list of artists that I would put an my fantasy playlist that I would title "Girls Rock"
1. Katy Perry (Just "Hot and Cold")
2. Ingrid Michealson (and her new songs "Winter Song" and "Be Ok")
3. Kate Nash
4. Meiko
5. Tegan and Sara
6. The Dollyrots
7. A Fine Frenzy
8. Sara Bareilles (*you only get 1 song too, unless you count the one with Ingrid*)
9. Jayman
10. Feist
ok, Lily Allen, you can come too, but try and narrow it down a bit with the F-Bomb, and bring the Hush Sound with you.

And that's about it for now, i guess. I think I'll go clean my room or something now... I'm very alone.

Dear Taylor Swift

I'm sorry. I spoke rashly and harshly. You can sing your stupid Love Story any time you want - I'm happy again so it's ok.

Thank You to everyone who heard me rant, and who worried about me and Johnny, even though it might not have seemed like you were doing much, you were really doing a lot. Thank you for your support and prayers, you were really helpful. I love you all.

~Donielle

P.S. So, I have Morocco down as my location - and it's definitely not true, but some person or organization is now following my blog - and i checked them out and they have some pretty disturbing war pictures... i wish i could read the languages it was in.

I swear to Bob - if I hear the flippin' taylor swift song 1 more time .!!!

This was not originally going to be titled that but then the song came on just as I clicked in the Title box... - and i'm not having great relationship times and therefore it's only natural to take it out on Taylor Swift and Target for running her clothes line.

At this point, I'm sitting in my room, (trying to digest my food as fast as I can because I ate too much and it's hurting my belly but this is expected on Chili day), waiting for Johnny to call me and tell me. We're supposed to talk tonight, but I don't know if he's going to keep to that - but we need to talk. The bottom line is that he hurt me (emotionally), and he is not taking it as seriously as I think he should. I refuse to put myself through another whiney, immature relationship in which I have to baby the man. I won't do it again.

I'm very sad. I'm sad for me. I'm sad for my friends, Naja and Josie, and I feel like I'm being a damper on my friends here at college because of my mood - and that is the exact opposite of who I ever want to be.

I wish I could be happy again like I was yesterday with Scott and Cloud. If Johnny is the one who loves me, then shouldn't he be the one making me happy? I don't even know what I did wrong. or if I did anything wrong. I feel like it's going to be a very emotional night, which is why I didn't wear mascara.

I hate waiting...

I, Donielle, shall now attempt....

A VIDEO POST!!!!

Drum Roll Please. *cue drum roll*


FAIL!!!!!
bloody hey - that's really frustrating
HELP!!!!!

Dear Jillie

I have called you three times and have left 2 messages on your phone... where are you? I miss you?

Love,
Donielle

Seperate Post (sorta):

Watched the Godfather today for the first time ever! Holy Kiz-ow that movie is long! Don't ever watch a movie with Karis that he's already seen - he tells you EVERYTHING that's going to happen before it happens. Even after I told him to not talk anymore I still knew when something was going to happen because he begin to clear his throught and cough a lot. And do that jazz finger thing under his chin that he does - what is up with that? Still, i'm proud i made it through that whole movie in one sitting. Johnny wasn't too happy about it though, (he wanted to leave and i didn't catch on, guess how that ended) * - and Christina went to sleep.

Johnny acts different around people - just realizing this - I've never actually hung out with him with girls that he knows and I don't... it was different not being the sole female focus of his attention.

Well, I'm tired and Johnny is on the phone now. Later.

So you know what really bugs me? A: News reporters criticizing our President's farewell address. Honestly people, the man's just saying good-bye. I hate to see what you do when your family doesn't meet your farewell standards.


Doni's #1 fear for the day: That she's prejudice.
Doni's #2 fear for the day: That talking baby on the cell phone commercials.



Congrats to the Hudson Heroes, way to save lives.

One thing I learned from High School: Never bring anything small and valuable, like a class ring, to the beach - and if you do, don't set it on a blanket in the sand.

I would also like to apologize to all the people I directly made fun of in Elementary School and Junior High, Rainbow, Darren, Stefanie Smith- I'm really sorry and I regret it. I hope that you were somehow able to forgive me throughout your life.

Thank you to everyone who has made my life bearable, you know who you are- and no, you're not being vain if you're thinking you're a part of that list - if you're reading this and you know me then you probably are one of them.

A big thanks to God for making a beautiful world full of beautiful people and beautiful everything.

thank you to movie producers who still try to show some self-respect by not loading their films with sex- I'm sorry that some of you were not quite able to fight the populace, and sold out. I know it's hard not to because everyone else is doing it, but you can try again next time.

Thank you to Bosley for staying alive.

Thanks to God again for the Tower of Babel and making languages to learn.
Thank you to whoever made my mattress because I can't wait to go to sleep later on tonight.