So, tonight we're going to celebrate Johnny's birthday (which was actually on Monday the 5th), and we were going to go ice skating and then after that head over to Johnny's house for hot chocolate and snacks. Sounds like a fun plan, right? THEN WHY CAN NOTHING WORK OUT THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO!?!?!! Seriously, why do simple things always have to be made so complicated. It doesn't have to be like this. I just don't get why, when something goes wrong it has to be me and Johnny who get the full blow of it, always leading to a ridiculous fight. I don't get why he can't just chill out and let it happen how it's happening. uuuggghhh.
I understand that he gets stressed and everything sometimes, but I don't understand why he has to take it out on me, and why it has to be something that i've done wrong - and no he hasn't actually said that it's my fault, but the way he talks about how "wrong" everything is going, he might as well. I just wish we could go one day without us getting all worked up over nothing, and I wish he'd understand that sometimes I just don't want to talk about it.
Hopefully this night isn't too far gone and maybe we'll still be able to have fun.
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Doni,
ReplyDeleteI know things don't seem to "work out" but isn't that the nature of the fam? And isn't that how you and he geared?
I know you probably don't want to talk about it nor hear me say this, but perhaps instead of ranting to your blog that he could potential read, you could talk to him about it? Let it cool for a bit and sit him down and talk about it. Hiding it just makes things worse.
If you ever need to talk or want to talk, come by my room and have a chat. I'm usually always here. We can leave and get coffee too if you want to talk in private.
Love you.
L. Trev
I'm going to go ahead and disagree (respectfully) with Laura on this one - rant on your blog! I mean, you don't necessarily have to post it when you're done, but I find writing things out helps me order my thoughts and pin point exactly what's bothering me. I just found that it's easier for me to ruminate on something /in front of me/ rather than something fragmented in my head.
ReplyDeleteBut Laura's right - communication is key. Once you've got a good few points to make take them to the bf and lay 'em out there.
Also - you're in his life to teach him when to chill. (Just like how you're in my life to teach me when to work.) See? Think of it like it's your job! you don't have to enjoy your job all the time, but it's still a field you're an expert in.
Remember your sister Alissa's quoted that says it all and says it so well, "Boys are such beautiful trouble."
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